What is going on?

Part 1

For the last month I began noticing an increase in odd behaviour from the people who live in the surrounding area.

Something has been going on. It’s like I’m in The Truman Show.

I think I may have been mentioned in a newspaper or on the news. I don’t watch the TV so can someone tell me what happened?

Part 2

On 2^nd July something strange happened. I went to sit down and rest my elbow on the chair arm when it seemed like someone pushed my elbow. My hand shot upwards and my thumb and nail hit my eyeball so hard that I thought I was going to pass out.

It hit so hard that I thought I had burst my eye. I didn’t know if it was eye fluid or tears streaming out.

I thought this pain would calm down in an hour but it didn’t. It lasted for days. At that time I also had a mental breakdown. I was going through too much.

As I lay in agony on the bed covering my right eye with my right hand I said to myself, “I’m doing the same thing as all those celebs do in pictures by covering their right eye with their hand.”

As my eye was wounded and weeping out lots of water it reminded me of the eye of the Sun God Ra.

Because my eye was wounded for a number of days I could not let the sun light in my home as the sun light gave my eye agony and headaches.

I wondered to myself, “did this all happen on purpose to signify that I am on a new level?”

I still have to cover my right hand over my right eye at times as my eye still hurts.

While going through all this pain a song kept repeating in my mind, “You won’t break my soul,” by Beyonce.